This was a rather dark day for me.
This day I just was not feeling good about anything. This project, myself, my reflection, my life.
It all felt so “ugly”.
Rather than paint myself by applying paint and creating value, I painting myself using only black until a silhouette of a figure was present, then proceeded to pull paint off with a turp-soaked rag.
I was determined to make a painting this day.
I was pulling myself out of the darkness any way I could.