The start of exploring the self loathing, self-hatred, and dysphoria I experience every time I looked in a mirror. For those reasons I would avoid them outright for a time.
But that’s not healthy. That’s not a healthy way to regard oneself or to behave.
So I decided to confront the reflection that tormented me so and force myself to paint my own portrait.
The first one is the most painful.
Strange how I can pull a quote from BoJack Horseman. “It gets easier. Doing it every day, that’s the hard part. But it does get easier.”